Life after quitting


Life after quitting: My 9-month update


Hey Reader,

It's been 9 months, and I wish I had quit sooner.

Quitting is not nearly as scary as I thought.

Before quitting, my biggest fear was failing and having to go back to work.

Though I have not freed myself from that possibility, I am confident I will eventually figure it out. Even though that fear still lurks in the shadows of my mind.

It's been an engaging treasure hunt, and I am happy I allowed myself to have fun and take on this challenge.

I have learnt so much about myself.

As this is the most time I have spent with myself in my entire life, and it's been transformative.

Before, I was always busy.

With school, work or some other activity or distraction.

I rarely had the space just to be.

Having all the mental real estate dedicated to self-discovery and personal endeavours has been fulfilling and healing.

Let’s talk about wins 🥳

Most of my progress isn’t visible.

Mainly increased confidence, improved self-awareness and happiness.

99.9% of days, I am so exited about what I am working on that I don’t want the days to end. I spring out of bed in the morning with a zest for life.

The dread I felt daily after work is now a distant memory.

The most challenging days on this journey have been way better than my best days at my 9-5.

Ok, for the more tangible stuff:

  • X (Twitter) audience growth of 2500
  • TikTok audience growth 115
  • Newsletter growth 35
  • Ideas 2
  • Freelance gig 1
  • 1st dollar 0

Considering how self-conscious I was before I posted my first Tweet and TikTok. These numbers are nothing short of miraculous.

I still feel cringe and self-conscious but I do the thing anyway.

TikTok is mainly a video journal, so I don't put much effort into it, but I enjoy making the videos and plan to dedicate more time to it in the future.

X (Twitter) I am still trying to figure out, as I want my content to feel more authentic. My growth here has mainly come from hosting and participating in Twitter spaces.

The Newsletter was a bonus.

I resisted the idea for a while but was happy I pushed through. My main goal is to improve my writing, connect with people who follow me and use it to improve my X content.

The freelance gig was another bonus.

I connected with a startup founder in the Health Tech Nerds community, and they asked me to work with them as a tech lead.

It's only 10 hours a week, so it fits my schedule, and I get to learn about starting a health tech company.

Let's talk about challenges 🧗🏻

I have struggled in 2 main areas:

  • Creating content on X (Twitter)
  • Finding Ideas to pursue as a business

Creating content on X

For the most part, I have got the hang of creating content on X, which has become slightly easier now that I am writing this newsletter.

With a newsletter, I can more easily express myself and then pick out bangers from each issue to post on X.

Despite all that, it still feels stiff as fu*k.

My X content genuinely resonates with me, but I have STRUGGLED with nailing a tone that sounds like me.

I am improving, but have found it hard to post and be consistent when it doesn't feel like me.

I experimented with video on X, and I like it, but it does not feel as natural as on TikTok. I'll continue to post videos until I find the right balance between video and text.

Finding Ideas

This has been THE biggest struggle so far.

I have labeled it as an idea problem but it stems from me not knowing what groups of people I want to solve problems for, and being too damn picky.

To avoid lingering too long in this state, I decided to take my own advice and not wait to figure it out.

I just picked something.

I am focusing on a problem I have faced that already has existing solutions and i'll try to create something better.

I'll admit, I am not inlove with the idea but its a start.

I am currently validating the idea by interviewing old colleagues and LinkedIn leads that fit a user persona to get feedback. I follow the guidance for customer/lead interviews in the book 'The Mom Test.'

I'll continue to do this until I get validation in the form of payments or sign-ups. If I get no validation, I'll pivot until I do.

The goal is to get validation before I build anything.

I'll talk more about my ideation journey and process in my next issue.

What have I learned?

The journey is like being a sailor.

You are constanly navigating a turbulent sea of emotion, confusion and struggle.

The only way through it is, radical self belief, persistence and finding joy in the turbulence.

Mindset mindset mindset.

The journey is really about conquering your mind and replacing self-limiting beliefs with self-afirming ones.

Realizing you can learn to do anything want with enough time and support.

All the information and resources are out there, and it's a game of treasure hunt to figure it all out.

Figure out the community you want to serve.

I am still experimenting so I can't give any advice here just yet.

I only know its a critical first step.

Your journey will be much easier if you already have this figured out.

Give yourself more free time.

Leave your 9-5 schedule behind.

At the start of the journey, I over worked on my stuff for about 10 hours a day or more.

Naturally, I ended up feeling burnt out.

It took me some time to realize that I had full control over my schedule. Now, I start my day at 10:30 AM and try to end around 2:30 PM which has improved my level of creativity.

Resting and giving yourself more space allow ideas to percolate.

What's next?

My focus is to make my first 1$ online from my creations and continue to improve my content, foster community and make connections.

Then work my way up to 50k per month and beyond via a Saas and info product(s).

I have no clue when I will get there but im shooting past the stars and aiming for the furthest galaxy.


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